Monday, November 10, 2008

finding the balance...



i had planned on posting this blog on tuesday after the election results came in. but for some reason i just hadn't quite finished sorting out all of my feelings and needed a bit more time to process. i'm sure most of you know that i have been excited for this election since june of last year. i spent a lot of time researching each candidate, even before some of them had offically become candidates. i read hillary clinton's autobiography, both of barack obama's books, john mccain's biography, and even pursued bits of rudy's book (although i must admit i didn't get very far). i watched CNN, BBC, and FOX. i took stock of each party's side. eventually i landed on senator barack obama. i was encouraged by his fresh approach. i loved listening to him speak. i agreed with his plans for education and health care. i felt confident that he could lead our country. for the most part my friends respected the decision i'd made. there was of course the odd pressure here and there, but nothing ridiculous. i do feel bad for my dad though, because apparently there were quite a few members of our congregation that felt the need to explain to my dad why his newly christened "liberal" daughter was throwing her brains away. and although i don't feel that my political beliefs are anyone's buisness, i enjoyed engaging people about this election.

i know many of my friends who have hated this political season. they feel judged. they don't like how things turned out. they're angry. i understand that. i, however, have loved every second of it. it's been exciting and historical. someday my grandkids are going to ask me if i remember when president obama was elected. they'll have to interview me for some school project and i'll laugh as i think of tina fey's spot-on impression of sarah pallin. things have been heated, sure but there has never been a campign that wasn't heated. for example in 1800 james callendar (hired by thomas jefferson) wrote a slew of slanderous articles against then-president john adams. and in the late 19th century davy crockett claimed that martin van buren wore women's corsetts. i'm tired of people who claim to be "interested and involved" in polictics idealizing it. it's politics. it's dirty and often unfair. i can guarentee each side comprimises, each candidate is willing to bend a little to get what they want.
this year something amazing happened: we elected a man who inspires millions, who challenges our beliefs about what is possible. for one minute take some time to breath. forget about what makes you mad, how you think things should have gone. forget about being "righteously outraged" and get excited! john f. kennedy inspired us toward the moon, abraham lincoln shot us to a free country for all, let's give barack obama the time and space to see where his inspiration leads.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

copy-cat 2...

i stole this from kelsey, who stole it from holly, who stole it from maryann. by the way, having 2 hours to kill EVERY tuesday is really adding content to my blog.

Top Fives thing I can't live without, under $51.
1. TV
2. my email
3. a mark special
4. matty and t-hellinga
5. my journal of silly and vital musings

Five Favorite Movies
1. braveheart (if you haven't seen this movie your soul is probably slowly withering to death.)
2. shakespeare in love (this is particularly fantastic if you have even a small understanding of shakespeare's history and his body of work.)
3. blood diamond
4. newsies (this is mostly because it is saturated with the sweet scent of my childhood.)
5. white christmas

Five Songs that I listen to until I can't handle it anymore and then return to them in a month.
1. The heart of the matter by india aire (well actually she covered it, but i like her version best)
2. the valley by ginny owens
3. livin' on a prayer by jon bon jovi
4. heat of the moment by asia (i really dig the 80s.)
5. really anything by U2

Five people/events that inspire my life
1. nelson mandela/ the end of apharteid
2. conrad and bonnie kusel
3. the children's choir that i direct
4. jesus
5. grandma nazarian

Five moments/events that changed my life
1. DTS, spending seven months totally devoted to learning more about myself and more about my God was utterly life changing.
2. holding a little african baby on christmas eve. watching someone so tiny struggle for each breath taught me how to grab ahold of the the hem of Christ's robe and hold on for dear life.
3. finishing college, never thought i would.
4. a conversation with Matty at family camp, that helped me value myself more.
5. being in Mr. Well's honor's english class

Five current obsessions
1. real world/road rules challenge (i'm sorry, but this show is amazing. i laugh out loud every week.)
2. the jonas brothers (wow i am totally ashamed to admit that.)
3. twilight
4. book club
5. learning to be a really talented BBQ-er

Five places I would like to go
1. london, england
2. scotland
3. kenya
4. thailand
5. never-never land

BONUS: Five querks/confessions about me
1. i have real, documented and extreme road rage
2. i am easily intimidated
3. i love airports
4. i still can't sleep the night before christmas
5. i love it when my family isn't home so i can pee with the door open

the old lady living in that shoe...

so i decided today that i want to try and remember each kid i've baby-sat over the years. see my friend mark bet me i couldn't remember them all, this is me trying... let's see my first offical job was when i was 10. i am currently 24 and still baby-sitting... this is going to be a lot of kids to remember, mark might win.

- marissa hertzel
- ryan and michelle weiss
- matt and patrick hazelton
- bryan and danny white
- bret, keighly, and kerry cogan
- kathleen and melissa anderson
- emma and ethan tweitmann
- kellen and mali (can't remember the last name)
- jordan walker
- lorelai faulkner
- nate ballast
- adam aguirre
- jake, ryley, and kate goldsworthy
- hockers back when there was only 3 of them
- kaley, lindsey, cydnee, and peyton allen
- that kid who's parents worked on ER
- noah drake

that's all i can remember for now. if you know of a couple more names let me know. TOGETHER WE CAN KICK MARK'S BUTT!