Archbishop Desmond Tutu on Forgiveness

waiting...

tonight i have been sitting on my bed all cuddled up and warm and i have been thinking about my fast approaching graduation. i am about five weeks away from finishing something i have never thought i would complete. i find i am consumed with fear, excitement, anticipation, and sadness. i am so ready for this new chapter to begin.

on the other hand seattle has changed everything in my life. i am not sure that i am ready to live this little cave i have carved out for myself. you know the other day i was sitting in my living room and i looked around at the people i love. i watched as patrick and joel argued about whether he was hiding her cell phone and i giggled as matt, adam, jake, and tim watched the mariner's game. carlee, heather, krista and kristin were talking about past and upcoming nuptuials. this warm glow started to spread around me. i felt so content. it was this rare moment of perfect happiness. yes i will miss this chapter quite a bit. it's a good thing that i don't have to say good-bye- just see ya later.